Thursday, January 18, 2007
I can't feel your presence here

Today marks another ANNIVERSARY of Firlin.
How time flies without we realising it. It's just so amazing how we both can actually be together this long. (i thank the Almighty).
I thank HIM because, he has given me this opportunity to have come across Firaj. For I believe that it is always a blessing to meet someone new. Everyone is unique in their own ways. (it sounds so cliche)

But it's really saddening to announce that this month's anniversary is different from our usual but special happy anniversaries. In other words, we used to treasure the memories we had and talked about it during our celebration. But, i guess, now, everything is in the past already.

Everything that we once shared, or treasured, or gone through, the special yet sentimental bond that we've created, are all in our past now.

Me and him are going through a separation.
To amend what's wrong and to give each other some time to reflect on ourselves, so that mistakes will not be repeated again.

Hopefully, (i don't know how long this is going to take) we will be a more better individual if we ever decided to start all over again.
There's a possibility we will start from where we've stop. But, it's hard to say.

It's really not easy to say goodbye to this long special connection we've created.
Believe me.

I guess, i take this separation, as a fall , a downturn of every part of a relationship cum friendship thing.

i hope and pray that everything will be fine one day.


I knw it's really hard for you.