this is what we call a tragedy

So i've painted my nails BLACK. again.

And everytime i paint my nails black, i feel so secured. that's just the weird mE.
and i'm thinking of getting red nail polish too. just to boost my self esteem. and Yes. be a lil crazy.

oh how i miss ALLy. and lingam. and Timmay. and Mukksy.
but furreal. i missed Ally.
it's just too bad that everytime we decided to go out, i'm always busy. and SHE. being ALICIA SIAW WEI ZHEN. will always inform me with her LAST minute plans and made me feel that i'm such a bad turn-out fren cos i failed to meet her.

but nonetheless, i'll be meeting her this Friday. For a drink at Starbucks i hopr. at HOLLAND V.. cross my fingers and close my eyes...

and at the end of the month, it's me, Ally and that kotekboy going all gogogagagugugugegege spending our money on new stuffs. yadda yadda. i need her when i'm doing the gogogagagugugege. well, yeah. i will never have Enuf.

okey then. i'm going to search for red nail polish.
oh yes. i've straightened out my frizzy hair.. and i feel like just cutting it to like some crazy hairdo . yar. like i dun care. wtVr. but, on reality basis, i can now swing my hair like nobody's business.

hmhmhuhuhu. 3 fingers on my heart for you. <3