the demon has passed away, leaving the angels to call upon the dementors to open up the doors today. This time round, the dementors are not seen as an evil trying to rip off our sanity but seen more like an angel.. a lil bit devil-ish here and there. But can handle.
school has start again. am i looking forward to it? no. at least not today. stilll suffering from the wanting-more-hols syndrome. i'm not quite prepared to be in my uniform and actually participating in all those lessons. dread. pardonmeformystuckinthedrainlanguagebut..mywords need time to flow out.smoothly.okey, let me try it out again.




My very first day after the June hols started off with the welcoming aura from the school itself. no. not the human species but the building.The goddamn non-living thing has surprisingly made me feel welcome. in a way.. Buildings are NO LONGER(thk god!) that old beigy colour any more. well, there is still lots of beige.. but guess wat? it has more colours added to it. like a lil dark peach..more towards the orangy side..and green. dark green. i don't favour these colours that much, but to actually ponder as to how these colours are able to make the sch seem more brite and most importantly, making it seem like a more learning environment have allowed me to appreciate these colours.Prefects meeting kept my day going. Meeting starts at 7.10 a.m..briefing about the Home Room system..(i'll come to that later)..and just plain briefing.. and an introduction of Aslinda Jhan who has recently join the Prefectorial Board. To quick to say, but i think i better say this in case i forget it during my complicated pathway of life.. i think, i mean, i got this strong feeling that she's gonna be a good one. as in, maybe like me alil..lol. but i can assure you that she will be very determined(like Don)..confident..and capable (tht is If there is no one in the board to pull her away from that way of life. Then, we went to the hall..
mygod!!teenagers nowadays ARE spoilt dun u think? or shoud i say..CONFUSED? lets swerve away a lil.. Some of the students dun even noe how to pick hair colours. and not forgetting some of them who have OBVIOUSLY forgotten to check themselves in the mirror before thinking of having that hair cut or colour.gosh.. chifinefe..ape nak ckp kan? good brains. lousy fashion senselol.
i was keeping myself busy(surprisingly) by helping some prefects to pull students out during the talk in the hall. wait a min. i have now realised the reason as to why they slack. it's not like they dun no or can't find the purpose but THEY DUNNO HOW TO ASK A STUDENT TO COME OUT OR GREAT. SOME OF THEM JUST CAN"T OR SCARED TO HANDLE THOSE JUVENILE "coolies"..cool facts i found out huh? i'm not saying that i am capable to do that (which i somehow am..)but i just can't believe it. ade udang di sebalik batu rupenye...that was really an eye opener-to those who is willing to take note of course. oh. Aslinda's J senior is Sopheary. i dun fil good but hey. i think -"why not?" dier tk buat ape yg patot..mane tau kalau ade junior she will change? insya'allah.
did i miss out? i think yes. HOMEROOM SYSTEM. yesssss... it started today, 27 june 2005.
my opinion? it was pointless at first. i mean, why waste time to travel from one class to another rite? in 5 mins?.. i mean, think. we have to quickly pack our bags..greet the teacher.. do assignments quickly.. why dun the teachers just c'tinue the old system? teachers can arrive in class much faster as they dunnid to pack their stuffssss..
but come to think and actually experiencing it for one day, i think, "hey. this is not bad afterall" i mean. we can actually have a specific classroom for every subject and our files wun be scattered everywhere like in our one and only classroom. got it? but hey.. it is hectic, i must say. imagine travelling from the first floor to the fourth floor in 5 mins... and wats not quite worst..ALL LESSONS, except MT is going to be conducted in a duration of 2 HOURS. yep.2 hrs. it's kinda like JC style.. i think it may be a good point to have this two hour thing but i mean, as for me, i kinda want to exclude that for P.O.A. i mean, i used to be in class doing P.O.A. for one hour in the past and i actually imagine my brain cells showing me signs such as "you gotta end this quick!", 'I'm dying.." Oh no.. your nerves are gonna explode.." and stuffs like tht. try imagine me doing P.O.A for two hours. well, today's lesson ain't tht bad.. just minor recapping and all.. but i can feel my brains heart beat .. u noe like..dup-dup..dup-dup..dup-dup.. towards the end.. but luckily, i manage to make it thru. yay!. i think, i'm beginning to like this home room system.. it's kinda tiring..but look on Mr. Brightside.. it makes us more fit(in a way), more not-sleepy, more alert to wats happening... yup. i sure do like the system. About the two hour thang.. i am already saying to yes to it but.. i'll try to put that feeling during P.O.A lesson..ya. ill try.
oh. i forget to mention 2 things:
1) the Indian stall is closed..will be changing to a new stall vendor.
2) Mr shorrtie.and Mr cutethesaurus.
about Mr shortie, i saw him in the canteen during recess today. He saw me but i quickly looked away. because, i dun wish to let my emotions control me anymore. Like, in simpler words, i dun wanna make myself think about falling with a guy rite now. at least not nnow. no more thoughts about crushes and all. neah. that's my final say.
about Mr cutethesaurus.. he looked cute. honestly, with that botak hairstyle.. he really looked like the man who sang "i believe i can fly.." song... to add on, heis features just suit that hairstyle.. i mean, if i was still having feelings for him, i would have allow my self to really drool over him, badly. maybe, there is still a liiiiiitle bit of sparkle but, it will fade. soon. i hope. as i've said, i dun think this whole thing about falling for a guy is worth it. at least not now.