the holiday. June holiday.school holiday for the too young and the over aged. will soon be gone. as quickly as the blinking of the eye.the sunsets. the moon rises. the planet will move.3 days. one.
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the burden of every student of the same human kind will breathe again.sadly. all the happiness and those relaxing time will eventually develop into a zygote of the hard core stress-as peeps may claimed.dwelling on it. dwelling on the fast pace of the holidays. dull. i wished time would obey me for once. and if i could take charge for making the time fly slowly, i would be glad..
sigh......................................................to brace myself to face and actually settle for the future is a challenge. O'level..Prelims.. Results.. daily live issue..the body..the face..mom..dad..sis..a whole lot of dready mornings..late nites of knowledge inputs..maths..2 hrs of sleep...diffused brain cells...sigh.....will i ever make it through?
yes. is not a definite answer to me."hopefully" is. i'll have to just leave it to the Al-Mighty.
4 months left. in fact 3. it's like actually imagining oneself to be suffering from cancer and thinking.. counting the days till we die.in this case,im counting the days to O'level and making sure that i have no regrets after i got my results. making sure that i won't be affected my the everyday happening is really hard. maybe, i should be starting to learn the art of ignoring now. and just live in a nutshell..of my own. the rest- i'll leave to the Al- mighty.
i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies. this is the dawning of the rest of our lives. this is our lives on facing the ending of holidays.