Friday, April 08, 2005
shuddup.

i'm gonna shut all theese pseudo-humans senseless speech."but you said i'm just a friend..."listening to mario now.Feeling really confused, hurt, bloody betrayed..like as if the friendship of an open and trusting does not even exist.Does it actually even exist or is that just one of my bloody illusion?.Somerled*..i feel so grateful for the things you've done today.So what if i'm sensitive..?i like it. fcuk.shuddup.let me list down how i feel now. I feel like as if i'm being too sensitive in this but deep down i know i'm not.my anger is developing in me.My self-control breaksdown. i didn't know Somerled* can act that well.The way he potray himself..Man.. rated 5*.Hey listen here. y didn't you tell me earlier?y didn't you tell me who took that pic?.WHY???? acording to cutethesaurus who no longer is cute..,it's all a prank. hAHa.Good one Marshall. hmm.. allow me to tell you what briefly happened.

It was a pure morning of all good aura and surrounded by people who actually took the effort to bathe in e morn..or at least smelt nice.. Then my pure morning is gone. His picture was no longer in my wallet. i cracked up.like really crack up and stuff. decided to ask him for another but guess that thot does not ponder. Why wud he wanna give it to me?okey..yadayadayada...
received info that cutethesaurus who isn't cute at all took his own pic.HAHAHAHA.said he felt weird and stuff. so he actually took e pic outa my wallet.He actually touched or should i say browse my wallet for god noes wat reason and took his pic.w/o my permission.Wow.Impressive. Good initiative.
okey lah honestly,i don't care if he wants to take e pic bck bcuz i don't think i'll do e poster thang this month. so ya.but can't he at least inform me?or tell me that he took his pic?aiaya. donno lah. i'm too tired to actually type all my feelings dwn. i'll bottle it up.and release it thru my farting or doing business. aiya.if i were to tell em how i feel, i bet they'll be thinking that i'm sensitive.so ya.bsides, i bet they are enjoyin themselves now while i , as typical girl,still ponders and crack my mind for this. so immature of me..PRANk...Prank...Prank. this is all a prang .so i HAVE TO CHILL. take note.