this is what we call a tragedy

R you okay?.. yes.
nope.i'm feeling sudden changes in me. i became all quite today morning. oh my pure morning is gone.everythin's gone wrong. dunnoo........ Somerled* asked if i was okay. i'm practically fine but i'm scarcely not. Pardonme. don't know.. how do i feel now....? all low and depressed. of god knows what. someone out there... talk to me. i need to see a psychologist one of the days.. i can't stand this. and i've got my allowance ordy and the malay stall aunty charged me high.and i'm going bankrupt one day and i need someone to wake me up of the life that i'm leading it sucks and "shitty men" and i think i need to go shopping but i don't wish to spend moi money and i have intended to go to Perth or melbourne with alicia after o levels and i'm slacking and i'm afraid of o'level and i don't know what to do with my salcked life and i wanna finish readung the qur'an by this year and i need to finish up my undone long dued hwk and i still like mr perfect and i still wanna be his frens and i borrowed firaj's jeans the day before investiture but it don't look nice with the belt i was wearing and i think weirdo likes me and i despise that thot eventho the evidence is obvious and i don't know if i should label Somerled* as my close friend and is being a babe everything in this world? and my muscles on my stomach is going off cuz i can't stop eating and i think i'll suffer from malnutrition and i neb=ver contract chicken pox before and i feel like slacking and today's the show on O.C and i cant wait and i have a test tml am=nd i havent studied and i'm feeling really happy now and no i'm not and i think all the idiots are following me and i think mamak formula 1 is ajuvenile blacky asshole of pigeon's hole and i want to go to ally's house during june hols and stay over to slack and study and lavina's weird and i need someone to bring me up and to encourage me and i want to sit for o'level later in life but i can't and i need new roxy slippers and i want to it chocolate eclairs from deifrance and i need to take care of my image as a deputy haed and i miss aisyah and raihanah and i need to catch SAMARA the movie and MS CONGENIALITY and i need to do my homec hwk now and i would love if Somerled* is free to talk to me and listen to my sufferings and mr Perfect to guide me and i sooooo need a hug now and mumut singh is growing fat and i'm a slow learner and i'm a girl and i miss my lil sista and all i want to do now is to get some sleep and not go school tml but i can't and i wanna take a break but i can't and i need to eat properly and...... i miss my mommmy. and i havent been actually talking to raudhah anowadys and i don't feel like talking to anyoine because i'm in no perfect mind to talk sense and i need a hug.Smother me mom. hahahahaheah.okay. i'll proceed on my life as usual but i'm sick in the inside. pardon me. Insanity.