this is what we call a tragedy

So... are you gone?... I know you know that i like you..wait a minute..I'm feeling kind of sad and lost actually..You told Raudhah that you think i tricked you in this thing..and that you won't like me.. But then...now.. I don't know.. i feel like as if something is growing..Probably iot's my sensitivity that made me feel this way.. Okey.. so we were asked to hug each other and we did..if you were here to read this..and to actually understand how i feel towards you, it'll make my life seemed easier. I don't know how you feel regarding the hug but i feel really jumpy about it.. I dont know if you feel the same.. I don't know your feelings towards me.. I dont noe if i would cry and never get up after hearing your true feelings.. I wanna noe how you feel but this fear is stopping me...What should i do?.. Should i let go of you and just shut my mind to your psuedo-humans sense? Or should i ctinue liking you and expect nothing but just the air that pass thru..This time now, i'm feeling really true and sincere bout this..I dont care what people say..Wat do i do now? wait.. i think i'll let go of you slowly..